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well i wish to write this blog in the hope that one day... i can send her this post and she can... read this at her own leisure...right now she is pursuing her dr. degree and busy...

i don't wish to name her as certainly she knows who is it all about.

I wish to start my story from 1988 , i think it was April, i saw her coming done from the steps of my new school...i saw her coming down and her smile itself mesmerised me...

till date it over more then 17 years in 2010 and she comes in my dream almost every week...

same old location,, same old school... nothing changes.

last nite she was in my dream but it was more close then usual.....

anyways , the beauty of this whole experience in past so many years is that i hardly manage to get over her.. now have i seen her, nor does she reply to my emails.. which wrote to her in my state of BD in 2009... but still i am on her FB and she allows me to be her friend. i think that is enough for me as of now....